Assalamualaikum,
Alhamdulillah, all praises to Him
the one who determines and plans our daily lives
Allah, My love, My everything <3 <3
"Dear Student,
"Congratulations for successfully completing the written test and interview session on 13th December 2012.
We are glad to inform that you have been selected for the MBBS Twinning Programme (March 2013 intake) and the Provisional/ Conditional offer letter will reach you after necessary formalities. Kindly note that this provisional/ conditional offer is subject to you meeting the minimum entry requirement for enrolment into our MBBS Twinning programme."
FYI, this is only a conditional offer which mean I have to pass the requirement needed . I need to get atleast BBB in my A-Level results and Biology and Chemistry cant be below B, if not i'll be rejected.
okay, maybe you guys got clueless and unclear with statement above. so let me clarify something with my story :
actually, I'm bounded to Czech Republic/Poland/ New Zealand /Australia
means that I can only apply for these countries only
it was my childhood dream to further my studies in europes
and until now. I still want it
so when first time I knew that I got an offer by MARA to further my study in Czech/Poland
I felt like "top in the world"
which means that
I can play with snow (throw them to my friend or atleast stomp it )
experience 4 season condition
and everything that everyone wanted to do if they were there
but...
This perception has changed
during my time in KTT
(KTT is the place where I was doing my A-Level (Pre-U) before I can continue with degree in medicine0
Iv e been surrounded by JPA student where is most of them are India bounded
since then, theres one programme run in my college conducted by the seniors (3rd year student of MBBS in India)
this programme was like give you a wide exposure on studying in India
and guess what ?
I attended that programme even I was not bounded to india
that time, my intention was just to know how their 'pathetic" life would be there ?
since before this i had a bad paradigm about this "abundance and numerous" amount of cadaver country
that Programme was
it "WOWWWWWW-ed" me
I never thought studying in India could be that interesting and good
the medic is good and same goes to dentistry
believe me, India is the best country for you to study medicine or dentistry. No doubt
even the doctors and specialists admit this
"I'd rather to choose Dr graduated from India rather than other countries to work with me"
its not that they are trying to say that dr graduated from other countries is not good
but they put more trust and look up for Dr graduated from India
so, since then. I have an enthusiasm to study in India
i find it interesting
but that time I was still with my czech and poland interest
even I started to love India but I find czech and poland is more interesting because India got no 4 seasons like latter
So, I don't really take it serious.
okay we move to Aussie and NZ part now,
actually, Im quite interested in Aussie at first
but I dont know why suddenly i started to hate it
Aussie application system is quite complicated and wasting money
tell you what :
you need to do that and this before you can apply for that
NOT EVEN AN INTERVIEW, BUT TO APPLY ONLY
first, you have to sit for an exam called ISAT
you required to pay RM 1000 something
not everyone afford this
if you pass this exam then only you can apply for any uni in aussie
APPLY, NOT EVEN TO BE INTERVIEWED
so,
sorry Aussie
not interested with you
lets talk about New Zealand then,
this is the best part
yeah, i love NZ. enough to say this
i really want this place
Auckland University
quite devastated to know
that I did not have a chance to apply for this uni
have you ever encounter this feeling ?
'when all of your close friends are busy to settle their application form, interview session and everything, but you stood there watching them, sad , pathetic, try to hide your tears, and pretend like you strong enough"
yes, that time I was mentally down , emotionally broke and I keep thinking positive
I know Allah is testing me
I just hope that they can do well in their interview session
I'm happy for them but at the same time i was feeling sad for myself did'nt manage to apply
It was to act "okay" when youre not in front of your friend
it is not because I feel envy of them, not even a second
but because I couldnt make it for myself
I can't join them
that's what make me feel pressure in and out
FYI, the reason why i cant make myself for the application because I didnt meet the requirement
the perfection requirement
New Zealand wants only straight A's student
I have one B
Alhamdulillah, after that I can trace the reasons why Allah puts me in that situation
Alhamdulillah Ya Allah,
You're perfect, all your plans for us
very perfect ! Alhamdulillah, my husnuzon towards Him works :)
so, lets move on to India ;
this story starts when I was buying red velvet cupcakes at Pink Carnella bakery shop
that Auntie the owner of that shop(she very friendly and excited to see me)
we are close since I'm her regular customer :D
okay, one day she approached to me happily she said that
"you know what my daughter got an offer from melaka manipal "
and i was congratulating her for that
and she asked me to try applying for Melaka-Manipal
because her husband is the Vice Manager of that institution, so she can help me
"Cable Besar punyaaa , hahaha"
but I told her, auntie I have a problem
MARA does not allow us to go to India , we are not bounded there
she replied me
"what about you give a try ? try to appeal to MARA to approve your application to India ?"
suddenly, I don't know why, I got a "hit" from her
that momentum of trying was really hit me
You don't have any Idea how ambitious I was for this
I was really determined to this
as i got home(in my college) ASAP-ly
I do some research about this college
and fortunately, it really attracts me since It has two intakes which is on March and September
I really want that March intake since I don't want to waste my 10 months at home doing unproductive things
If I choose republic Czech or Poland
because both have only September intake
FYI, I have ended my A-Level on Nov 2012
so, Im not going to rot in home to wait until Sept 2013
okay, then after that I try to contact with the operator, Cik Zuraini
she's very friendly and have a good communication skills
I adore her for her helpful trait
I explain her everything about MARA
and I also asked her for a favor to help me
which is help me to appeal this to MARA
and she agreed to do that
like what I said she's very helpful
and know what MARA is not easy to deal with,
they have problem with their communication system
because MARA is not really accesible
You have to dial MARA's phone number like a billion time
but theres no answer
that is MARA problem
but miracle has happened, you know what
a day after I told this request to Kak zuriani
MARA directly called me saying that my appeal has already being aproved
MasyaAllah, I was jumping because too happy
maybe Zaiddien and Nasa can describe what happened to me that day
they were there when I got that call
Immediately I search for Acap and Jauzi
hahaha, to tell this, to share my happiness
okay, FYI again, I was doing this a day before Statistic A2 examination,
i really took a big risk that day
seriously, cause everyone was studying but I end up completing the letter to send to MARA, contacting this person and that person , and all the application thingy
you can ask my friends how determined I am for this
that was horrible, luckily I have friends who always have my back
thanks :')
So, lots of obstacles ive been through that I might share with my next entry
cause Im too exhausted right now
my fingers are all tired and so do my hand
I just got back from office
Assalamualaikum :) lets me finalize this entry with my favourite verse :
"Fighting has been enjoined upon you while it is hateful to you. But perhaps you hate a thing and it is good for you; and perhaps you love a thing and it is bad for you. And Allah Knows, while you know not."
Al-Baqarah. 216 :)
Hidup.Matiku.Hanya.UntukMu
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